January 15, 2013

#2nd Day Internship

"Dah siap ke audit file tu?"

"ngee...dah. Tapi tak tahulah. Takut banyak salah."

"Ni..patutnya bukan macam ni.. Ni patutnya tak payah pun tak apa.. Yang ni patutnya ni depan, ni belakang.."

"Ohh macam tu..saya ikut last year punya. Ingatkan sama."

"Sepatutnya memang macam ni. Cuma kadang-kadang auditor tu nak buat shortcut, so dia keep it simpler. Tak apa, lama-lama nanti, Fas mahir lah. Ni kan baru mula."

Those several lines of conversation on the 2nd day of my internship. I really feel bless because I've been assigned to help one malay staff to do audit with her. By the way, actually, we are in a team. Normally being in audit, we will work as a team. 

Time flies too fast. who said that time is a gold? No, If time is a gold, there is still people on this earth that can buy time. But, nobody can buy time. Facing the very thick copy of ledger for a company. Vouching, photostating. Casting. Really, I did not realize 'its time for lunch!' or 'its time to go back!'. But, once an audit file is done to be rechecked by senior auditor, you will feel sooooo relief! likeee 'yeeehooooo!'. Oh no, its not, it should be 'alhamdulillahhhhh'.

Although this one will be about yesterday. I just want to share about it. Yesterday, as promised! The 1st day always a 'sweat'. Not so sweet, but I can consider, it was a happy starting. Although I left home quite late, I am quite rushing to catch up my fren as she should report herself at 8.30am. But, Allah ease my journey. Alhamdulillah. About 7.50am I reached Hasanah's and we were heading towards our office. And guest what? It was 8.05am and we have arrived! Soooooo super early!

So, we tried to find place for breakfast. But, I have had my breakfast actually. So i just accompanied Hasanah to buy her breakfast. After that, I sent Hasanah to her office. And I parked my car in front of my office. I looked around. I saw people rushing, sending their kids to school, some of them just arrived to enter their office. I saw dogss. Ngee. Why this dogs wanna show off here in my blog?

So, I used that opportunity to complete my intern's form, read the rules and regulations and etc. (*its 11.22pm now, I should sleep. If not I will be late tomorrow). Ok, lets have a shortcut:-

  • I really feel so lucky for 1st day because, there was one chinese guy who offer me to give his parkinng coupon to me. He taught me how to use it and where can I find the coupon.
  • I really amazed with my supervisor. He is really cool and friendly. The fact is that, he is the only man in the office.
  • 1st impression for my manager? Really. I scared of her in the beginning. When she entered office, she did not smile at me. How sad am I during that time. Until she called me for short interview, I realized that, she is veryyyyyyyyyy veryyy super duper nice in person. For today, she gives me green light to take a leave for this coming Saturday because I have a seminar to attend. I just asked her If I can take a leave. Initially, she did not encourage me. But, I said, its ok, I just ask you. But, she asked me, what seminar and etc. When I said I made a payment before enter this office. She said, I can replace the four hours. Oh myy... Really?? Is she that soo cool in person? huhu... So, THANK YOU MISS MARY!! BIG HUG!! and then I went back after get her permission. haha (see?soo happy?)
  • I hope, the environment now will be better or just maintained as it is. Although the work to be done kind of... ngee, still, with this kind of environment, at least I can maintain cool! 

Oh Allah, ease my journey. In everything I do, help me being a positive trainee and being a better servant. Ameeenn


January 14, 2013

#1st Day Internship

"Ask her to meet me."

dupdapdupdapdupdap. Bila supervisor panggil, hati sudah rasa gundah gulana. Belum manager yang panggil.huhu

Ada banyak sangat cerita, tapi mata ni dah tak larat sangat nak buka. Lain kali je lah? Summary hari ni, secara overall, dah mula jatuh cinta kat audit kot?

Secara keseluruhannya, cukuplah nampak smiley pena merah di planner tersebut. Baanyak sangat cerita nak kongsi, tapi tak boleh dah ni, tak larat. Kena tdo juga. Kerja memang penat kan? Sebagai anak yang dah dewasa ni, dulu kecik-kecik selalu sangat dah menyusahkan ibu ayah. Mereka yang berhempas pulas, bermandi peluh (kalau kerja bawah terik mentari,kalau dalam air cond tu idok lee), kita tahu meminta je kan? Allah... hargailah pengorbanan mereka..

as we growing up, don't forget that they are growing old.

Yang penting, cas positif daripada mula bangun tidur itu saaangat penting. Jangan bebani fikiran dengan perkataan stress dan masaalah. Masaalah tu sebenarnya kita yang cipta, kita yang membuatkan sesuatu tu jadi masaalah.

Nice experience of 1st day. Keep positive,correct our intention and SMILE!!


January 6, 2013


Tersedar aku daripada mimpi yang lama.

Ya Allah..

Aku memohon bersungguh-sungguh kepadaMu ya Allah.

Jangan kau biarkan hati ini mati ya Allah.

Jangan biarkan hati ini mati.

Jangan biarkan hati kami mati ya Allah.

Terlampau banyak dosa kami.

Hinanya kami dimataMu ya Allah..

Aku sedar betapa banyaknya dosaku.
Betapa banyaknya masa yang telah aku siakan.
Betapa banyak waktu yang telah aku alpakan.

Egonya rasa diri.
Bila susah baru nak menghadap Illahi.
Bila senang jarang nikmat nak disyukuri.
Hamba apakah aku ini..

Ya Allah..

Jangan biarkan hati yang satu ini mati ya Allah..

Tunjukkanlah kami jalan yang lurus..
Jalan yang Engkau redhai..
Tertanya-tanya pada diri ini..
Di mana DIA di hati ini?
Di mana DIA di hati kita?
Di mana DIA di hati kita selama ini?

Allah...hinanya aku di mata DIA...

[Hadis Qudsi] hamba itu berkata, "Ya Rab.. Ya Allah, aku telah buat dosa lagi, ampunlah daku," Allah berfirman, "HambaKu tahu, baginya ada Tuhan yang boleh mengampun dosa dan ambil tindakan pada dia, Aku ampunkan dia."

Pemurahnya DIA. Tapi egonya kita yang selalu melupakan DIA.
ya Allah...ampunilah kami.....

kerana aku juga mendambakan sebuah kejayaan hakiki...
layakkah aku?


January 4, 2013

Best Friends Till The End?

Its 2:27am. And me myself and my bestie yet to sleep. Both of us busy trying to finish up chapters in Strategic Management. But, its kinda like... "sedapkan hati baca" instead of make it absorbed into the bottom of our heart and brain.

Since then, I was very busy studying while twittering and facebooking just now. Because of these...

It was started by this phrase actually..

Roses are red… violet are blue, Your hijab is soooo great..believe me it’s true :) 

Suddenly, it turned into a more sophisticated and innovative phrase like these..

green judy, violet blue. I can't study, I wanna sleeeeeep and its true!-by surayahani

Durian crepe, mahal nak beli. Please don't sleep, its too early. :P-by rabiatulmalek

I like Candy, I like Super Ring, I cant study, SM is boring. -by fasihahsupian

Jemur baju sampai kering,SM memang boring.-by rabiatulmalek

and it was later...my bestie posted status on Fb:

i like candy, u like super ring, i can't study,coz i'm boring. -by nurhafizahshafri

As we have 3papers consecutively in 3days but two of them are language, we quite neglecting the language papers and we will start our revision for the language papers tomorrow,ONLY. Obviously, we are not a great student. Obviously, we are having so much fun sleeping with the books, enjoying for wasting time and playing games while we can. But now, we start to worry. Serve us right lah. 

Soo bad attitudes as students we are. (-.-")

Fizahhhhh!!! What are you doing ha??? Go back to study!!

source: weheartit.com

Fizah, let me be the very cute baby, and u are the kitten? okey? Yeah... I know I am cute. lalala 

So, as soon as we grown up, as we trying to look back the memories, we can find the past posts where we stored our memories. Especially those in heart and in minds. They were priceless. 

*tetibe nak touching sebab kejap lagi kita tak duduk sebilik dah*


January 2, 2013

Ever Ponder?


Source: khadimulquran.tumblr.com

Still, we wanna say that we are better than others?
Do we good enough?

Back off.

*Please, the anonymous, I don't know who you are. Don't make myself lose the comfort zone in writing. I do begging you. Thanks a lot! May Allah bless you.