Menarik nafas sedalam-dalamnya. Jari-jari mula memainkan peranan di laptop. Ah, lamanya tak update blog. Terlampau banyak benda yang datang dan pergi. Terasa waktu makin hari makin singkat. Terlampau sekejap hari-hari yang telah dilalui.
Diam tak diam dah masuk minggu ke-4 masuk semester baru. Sibuk dengan urusan internship, kuiz, assignments, program, konvokesyen fiesta dan kelab. Program yang bakal mendatang, program yang sedang dan akan berlangsung. Urusan pelbagai berkaitan internships. Naik turun department. Dan kaki yang tak berapa membantu selepas balik dari camping. Ahh lagi dan lagi masalah.
Tidur tak lena, mandi tak basah, makan tak kenyang. Bukan sindrom jatuh cinta, tapi sindrom kesibukan. Tapi orang kata, bila masuk alam pekerjaan nanti, kita akan rindukan suasana universiti THE MOST. Kata mereka, tapi aku memang setuju sangatlah. Baru kerja part-timer dulu pun kemain lagi penat tak ada masa, balik kerja semata-mata tidur.
THE LOVE LETTERS.
Love. Love doesn't mean it must be someone had fallen in love with somebody. Love can be interpreted in many ways. And, THE LOVE LETTERS are especially dedicated to AL-QURAN. One day, after I finished my solah..
I thought of something.
I tried to rewind back, what had I done several days back?
I was so busy.
The prayers that I have done, did I made with full concentration towards one direction?
The prays that I have made, did I really feel it?
Had I done all the things with sincerity?
This time, actually, I had been thinking while hugging THE LOVE LETTERS. I'd been mad at myself. Why am I so busy until sometimes I couldn't spend just a little time to read it. Did I really busy with things? Or being so focused more on the worldly matters?
No need to wait until Thursday night and recite Al-Kahfi.
No need to wait until we really have the free time.
Because, sometimes, when we are given more opportunities, we tend to overlook at it.
Read it by our self.
Don't wait others read for us.
It will be very too late.
At that time, though we regret, we do not have the opportunity to repent.
Whenever we feel that we need something, find our love letters.
Find Him in every verse in the Quran.
Find Him in our prayers and prays.
I am so blessed because You give me a lots of problems, only because You want me be more closed to You. I know, I am not a good servant and khalifah, but I will try to make it the best. I will be strong face the problems, though the problems are big, but I know You are The Almighty. You have the power to turn out problems into an opportunity. :)
As I have promised with Dr Tariq Al-Suwaidan: for this 7days forward, I will not angry. Lets make the challenge accomplished! :)